My feeling for you comes and goes. I find that amazing seeing we never even had a relationship or anything remotely close. I was just a young girl. I still am but my love for you was of historical measures. I can go on and on and write a whole book about you. Just the way you made me feel. You have no idea.
I’m currently listening to magic…thought about you made me cry. My nose is still red. I’m thinking about your eyes , how they looked so soft and loving and kind and made me melt. I feel like there’s a void inside me. only you could understand. You are a beautiful, beautiful man. I loved your smile, your adorable laugh, your dark eyes. I remember so much. The two or three times i heard you laugh..when your face got extra scruffy with grey strands…that one time i saw you in jean pants. You looked great…. What is wrong with me?!? The most frequent thought i seemed to ask at that time. Infatuation i tell you. it was magic. How can two people who barely even spoke stir up such passionate feelings ?. Getting over you is going to take even more magic than it took to fall for you.