• Disappointed !

    by  • July 9, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Breaking Up • 2 Comments

    To the one I used to love,

    Yesterday .. and after almost 70 days .. I stood alone between me and my heart .. At that moment .. my heart finally opened up ! after weeks and weeks of daily crying!

    You promised me you’ll fight the world for us .. for me ! and that you won’t be leaving me until you do all you can !

    You have broken lots and lots of promises ! you chickened from the first fight against the world ! and decided to leave me to avoid the fight !

    Was it the easiest choice ? did the three years mean nothing to you ? was it easy to let go of me ? And not to fight the world for me ” the one thing that you promised ! ”

    I guess I meant nothing ! and you meant the world for me ! I was willing to die for you if that was needed ! And was going to fight until my last breath !

    I guess I was just another girl you knew .. wasn’t something special as you used to say !

    I’m disappointed not only at you ! but at myself for believing you !

    I don’t love you anymore ! And I was so mad I hated you for 5 minute then wished you the best of luck after !

    I don’t love you anymore but I’ll keep praying for you because unlike you ! I keep my promises ! And I promised you that I’ll keep praying for you

    Today .. I’m letting go of you completely .. I set my soul free .. my heart .. my mind ..

    And I wish .. Another love can find me somewhere .. another love that can love me more than i loved you ! A love that doesn’t give broken vows .. A love that will really fight for me .. A love that will make me forget you completely !

    Goodbye my dearest Ex .. I wish you the best in your life .. And I wish you happiness and joy ..

    Goodbye .. </3

    2 Responses to Disappointed !

    1. Susan
      July 10, 2014 at 2:12 pm

      I have been where you are. And I kept hoping. My advice , don’t. Just walk away and don’t give him a second thought. I split from mine 6 months ago, and only realised now what a manipulative, nasty person he actually is. Not worth my time, and certainly not worth anyone else’s! Good luck and enjoy you’re a free life!

    2. anonymoys
      July 10, 2014 at 5:20 pm

      Bravo. Good deciscion.

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