I really would like to be able to call you a good friend, not just now but in the future too. I showed you support and friendship when you needed it. I don’t think you want that from me anymore. I don’t think you can see that it’s all I ever wanted from you. You are so lovely when I come to you but for a long time I have been avoiding you where I can and asking myself, if I didn’t ever come to you, to talk to you, would I even exist to you? Can you give me something, anything to show me you are still in this? Before we become strangers with just a few memories.