On the 10/08/2014 you will turn 16 years of age, and I haven’t seen you since you were five years old.
You were always my boy, “Daddy’s Boy”, and I let you and your brothers down. Your Mother and I divorced, and I am not going to place blame here, as I have to be honest, she put up with a lot from me. I was hurt after your Mother and I separated, I didn’t know what to do, I saw you and your brother Sam a few times, then I disappeared from your lives.
I know I have hurt you Sean, as well as your older brother Sam, and your younger brother Lachlan. But please know that from the day I left I have been empty on the inside, I still cry every time birthdays and Christmas come around. I have found it hard to sleep and cry when I think about you and your brothers. If I could turn back time, I would, and I would have done things differently but I can’t. I wasn’t in a good place at the time, and to be honest haven’t been since.
Hollow as it sounds, I just want you to know, I NEVER forget you or your two brothers, I’m the one that missed out on your love, the one that hurt you boys so much by going away. I was too stubborn for my own good. It didn’t get me anywhere, I can promise you that.
I love you Sean, always.