• I can’t let go.

    by  • July 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 8 Comments

    Hey. I know it’s ridiculous, but I still miss you. I have yet to go a day without wondering about you. It’s crazy that I’ve made it this far without you. So much has happened and you know none of it. I want to tell you everything so bad, but I’m finally starting to accept that I never will. Then again, there is still this part of me that has hope. It convinces me that you are feeling the same way. That you are also wondering. That one of these days I will get a text or a call from you. That small part of me that holds onto the hope is slipping away more and more everyday. I don’t want to let go. I won’t let go. Not just yet. Not until I know for sure that this is what you want and that I no longer mean anything to you. If everything you said was true, then I don’t see how that could be. I must mean something. Or is that just my hope taking over the part of my brain that faces reality? I really haven’t a clue. So I will just continue on. Waiting. Trying my best to want to let go.

    8 Responses to I can’t let go.

    1. anonymous
      July 5, 2014 at 11:44 am

      Don’t let go. Hope will keep you two together.

    2. Don't let me go...
      July 9, 2014 at 7:56 pm

      The love is and has always been there. I never let it go. Just to scared to let it out. I was afraid and I have regretted it every day since.

    3. Ilyttmab
      July 10, 2014 at 8:37 pm

      If this is you, call. Or text. Number is the same. I love you.

    4. to ilyttmab
      July 11, 2014 at 5:10 pm

      What are the last 4 so I know this is you. And I love you too!

    5. From the writer
      July 12, 2014 at 6:53 pm

      It’s definitely not me. Sorry haha

    6. Illttmab
      July 13, 2014 at 8:55 pm

      How about I I start with the last TWO just for anonymous purposes. It’s 20.
      If it’s you, let me know.

    7. To Illttmab
      July 14, 2014 at 9:01 pm

      I am looking for 26 :(. I wish that you had been my 26. I miss him and love him dearly. Good luck to you. Keep trying and you will find her :).

    8. @From the writer
      July 14, 2014 at 9:05 pm

      No Fuck Tard it’s not and it never will be ROFLMFAO!!! Literally crying laughing!

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