• Missing you still – always

    by  • July 2, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    I know we talked … by text, I just wanted to see you but I guess that isn’t going to happen.
    I still miss you so much. Do you miss me? I love you … do you love me too:
    I want to be with you … I wish you wanted to be with me too:
    I think my life here is over, whether that happens soon or in years to come … I don’t feel the same anymore, it’s gone and I can’t get it back. I can’t stop crying, I can’t believe this is happening I never thought it would do. I can’t cope with any of it and I don’t know how to even begin to sort it all out. I just need you to hold me and tell me it’ll be ok. I know it won’t be … and I know you can’t do that.
    Is your life good? Do you still think of me, do you still need me? Or have you got what you need now? It would hurt so much if you said yes, that’s why I can’t find it in me to ask.
    I’m going to be on my own, now or later it will happen. It’s just going to hang over me like a dark cloud until it does 🙁

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