• Archive for June, 2014

    Shhh

    by  • June 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Dear Snizz, I hope that if I write these words down, I can keep them from burning me on the inside. Maybe I’ll be released from the desire to contact you, even though I know it would hurt the relationship I’m currently. I’ve earned his trust, but all I can think about is telling you

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    sitting in a glasshouse

    by  • June 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Guilt • 0 Comments

    It didn’t work out the way you planned it, you freaked out and now you blame me for what you could have had otherwise. Way to take responsibility. Maybe I should rekindle too and blame you as an excuse for my behavior. Now I feel guilty. For the crap and drama you produced. For both

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    Small Boobs

    by  • June 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Uncategorized • 10 Comments

    I am female, I stand just over 6 feet tall, wear size 10 shorts, and am eternally barefoot. My hands run through my hair every few minutes, a sort of nervous tick many have developed. I’m rarely seen in a dress or skirt, and when my mother tells me to put on shoes I choose

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    Forgotten feelings

    by  • June 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 1 Comment

    The more and more I think about you, the more I come to realize just how much you meant to me. I loved you. So very, very much. But all you did was push me away. I was innocent. And you were everything I wanted- I wanted to give you everything- I wanted to give

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    Nobody noticed…..

    by  • June 30, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 0 Comments

    When I cried and begged Mom not to leave me alone with you, I would hide in my room crying while waiting for you to call for me…..Nobody noticed. When I told the truth and didn’t get the support I needed as an innocent child, but vowed I would be ‘OK”, I began binge eating

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