• Wasted time.

    by  • May 29, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thinking of you • 4 Comments

    Your favorite pastime I suppose. Not mine. I live in the moment, which probably the biggest difference between us. I care so much about you and I want to ask you how you are and whats going on with you but I know what your response will be. I hope you get your shit together soon because this girl is no stranger to moving on and you know it. I have and I will. We both know the ultimate outcome will be us reconnected but why must we wait? Why must we waste more precious valuable time? We could be making even more bde’s. The end.

    4 Responses to Wasted time.

    1. another female
      May 30, 2014 at 9:15 am

      Been there. Even the reconnection part. Stop wasting your time. It will save you hurt down the line. I have many years of this under my own belt. Take care of you and those who are not time wasters. This effort you put forth of not giving up shows them they can, in fact keep wasting your time because you don’t follow through on leaving. Leaving is a choice, not something written in stars or fate. You are showing them you value them dicking you around more than what you need and want. Take this with a grain of salt. Forgive the intrusion I just really identify with what you wrote. Good luck.

    2. anonymoys
      May 30, 2014 at 10:15 am

      Its not really wasted but just not meant to be.

    3. Author
      May 30, 2014 at 11:48 pm

      @another: thank you for your insight. That makes a ton of sense actually. I did walk away though, for many years, and yet here we are again.

      @anon: you need to stop projecting your own misery onto others. You have the same response to everyones vague letters. Get lost, you dont know everyones situation, and you surely dont have the ability to tell us ‘if its meant to be’ or not.

    4. another female
      May 31, 2014 at 12:06 pm

      You are welcome. Yeah the frustration of the weird cycle from detaching for years, to reconnecting, to disappointment, is as you know, a pain hard to describe. Soul crushing with a knowledge that things “should have” been different I guess… Just had to detach again myself. Good luck to you.

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