I always was the one to say everything. You blamed me for my wrong doings which I was at fault but it was because you kept on failing to recognize how much I wanted you… Obsessed even. What kind of friend are you to not realize when I look at you I look blue because I deeply love you like your everybody in a single body. Making everyone else a nobody. A no soul. If you did you would of let me go… Why do you hang on me. It’s cruel for me to have fallen for you but cruel on you to let me fall deep for you. You never spoke as much as me because nothing I did or say would mean anything if you didn’t hear it or see through my own ways. If you didn’t see how deeply I love you….. Then I question my love for you in the first place. Or am I just a fool and wanted a forbidden love that brings addicting misery and sexual healing. I still think of this and I still have no answer.