999 days… yes I counted. After all these time, after you ruthlessly discarded me for the 7th time, you just reappear in my life.
I have only recently started to feel happy, able to breathe after walking on egg shells for too long.
It was not easy getting over what you did to me.
You still haunt the corner of my mind but I felt I have at last reached calmer waters, out of the storm you created.
Then out of the blue you text – and against all better judgement I responded, I allowed myself to be hooked back into your unfathomable game you play so well.
Why am I surprised you disappear yet again after satisfying your curiosity and getting your ego stroke? It should have been so predictable…
I have been ambushed, toppled over and then I watched you walk away laughing.
It is sadly all too familiar, cycle repeats …
enough, you hurt me enough, no more…
I will stand again from this set back, and I am walking away from you.
I am not a toy you bring out on a whim and toss in a bin until you see fit to play again.
thank you for confirming your cruel and selfish nature, I can truly get over you.