“Hey! Been trying to meet you! Must be a devil between us, or whores in my head.”
Every time I hear that song, I think of you and how we first met. You’re the reason I know that song. I miss you. I miss you so much. I know this may seem stupid, but I still love you. More than my thoughts can comprehend! I would give anything just to spend one more minute with you. I’ve never met anyone who made me feel more serene. Every moment with you was a sunset. With you I could die, and it would be totally fine. Because that last moment would’ve been with you. And as impossible as it seems, I’m still waiting. I’m still waiting for the miraculous circumstance that will bring us back together again. Things have been okay here, but everyday when the world falls asleep, and it’s just me and my thoughts, it’s always you. It was always you. You were all I’ve ever wanted. Your smile was like a sunrise. So bright and full of warmth. It made each day bearable. In a world filled with shallow hearts and empty minds, you were my oasis. You gave all my insecurities a place to rest their head. I didn’t have to pretend when I was with you. You took me for who I was. Do you still think of us? And what could’ve been? I try and I try to turn over a new leaf. To start with someone new, but in every search, I always find that I’m just looking for another you. This distance is unbearable. I want to fall asleep and wake up in your arms. I’m still just waiting. Waiting for the day when I’ll turn around and you’ll be there. Every time we talk I just want to scream I LOVE YOU! Because I do. As good as I am at hiding it behind the smiles and the jokes, the truth is…I love you. I will always love you.