I can never find the words to say. I want to tell you how sad and angry I am. Some descriptive adjectives come to mind when I want to tell you what I think of you for doing this again. Most of all I really want you to know that I love you and nothing else matters. I know this is hard for you but please do not be afraid. It has. Always. Forever. Give me the chance to show you. Stop running away. Come back. Dont wait for me. Take action. Be what you want to be.