• Hindsight isn’t always 20/20

    by  • May 26, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I followed a path. For far too long. No one made me.

    It’s sad what I chose to see. It’s sad that I let things happen that I thought I deserved. It’s scary how my judgment became so clouded.

    I must have had really bad self-esteem. Really, really bad.

    I learned that it’s impossible for me to be happy while holding on to the one thing that reliably made me feel worthless.

    I let it make me feel worthless.

    Acceptance. Finally.

    2 Responses to Hindsight isn’t always 20/20

    1. no not always
      May 26, 2014 at 1:45 pm

      Could be my words. Except I never gave them the power to make me feel worthless. My judgement failed, but I had instincts. I didn’t always understand them and still regret some of them, but as it seems they saved me. I would have preferred to be wrong though.

    2. sam
      May 26, 2014 at 8:17 pm

      I went thru a very dark time in my life where I too, did not have the self esteem and self-worth, to walk away. This happened 10 years ago and I carry the scars for life. I hope you find peace and strength. Time and distance can heal to some degree.

      Believe in yourself and never let anyone belittle you.

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