Stop saying that you’re ugly. I think you’re beautiful. Stop thinking about him. He doesn’t deserve you. He’s long gone and the healing process will take time. Have faith in life, your projects and your dreams. Don’t lose hope in what you have always wished for. There are people who love you, people who trust you, people who would be nothing without what you told them once. Don’t underestimate your abilities. The human brain is far more intelligent than what you might ever imagine it could be. But as Einstein would say,”Everyone is a genius, but if you judge a fish on its ability to climb a tree, it will live its entire life believing it is stupid”. There are good things here and now, good things in your life that you don’t see. There are pretty little moments that you forget too quickly. Your mind prints the scars and the wounds, the hurtful words and actions but it keeps on forgetting what’s essential down here on Earth : the gift of being alive, of not only existing, but living. You deserve that. Don’t waste this opportunity. Seize the moment. Have no regrets. You can do it. I know you can. This passion that you have needs to wake up. Trust must arise within your heart and soul. If you don’t trust people, at least trust yourself. You know you can do it. There are beautiful things and beautiful hearts coming your way. Don’t miss them. Work is something you must achieve but don’t forget to live and enjoy the moment. Have faith. Life is amazing and you’re worth it. You are worth it !