You’re sitting at home right now going on about your day as if it were like any other day. Those 8 months we shared together have been blocked out of your memory and it’s just so easy for you. You ignore every text I send, every call I make, and it’s just so easy for you. You’ve probably thrown away every single gift I gave to you and regret every gift you gave to me and it’s easy for you. You want to know how it is for me? It’s hard, it’s harder than ever. I cant block out every memory we had over those 8 months. I can’t ignore any text from you, even if it’s to yell at me or make me feel bad. I don’t have the luxury of being able to ignore a call from you because you stopped calling. I could never have the thought of throwing anything away that you gave me because I don’t want to forget anything about you. I don’t regret any gift I’ve given you because you were worth the money I spent on you. I wish I would have tried harder those 8 months, but what I wish most of all, is that you would try now.