The way we met was peculiar. I am not proud of that night. But, I remember your smile. I thought that it was brighter than the sun. It was warm, inviting. You were so bashful and sweet. I remember how you made me laugh, effortlessly. You still do. I never thought we would end up like this, together and happy. I was cynical back then. Drinking all the time and broken. You stayed. I don’t drink as much anymore. I found myself again, through you. You aren’t like everyone else in the world. You don’t try hard to fit in. You’re just you, and I think that’s beautiful. I think you’re the coolest person in the world. Laid back and down to earth. I love your kind heart and your selflessness. You give without expecting anything in return. I love you because you actually listen to me when I speak. And you care about the things I like. And you remember the little important things. I never had that before. I love you because when were in each other’s arms life feels perfect. And when we kiss its just you and me in the world. I love you because you’re sensitive. I’ve always loved that about you. I love you because you put sugar in my tea so that I don’t have to. And you open my barbecue sauce for me when we go to chik-fil-a. And you hold my hand when we go out to eat. And you give me eskimo kisses sometimes. I love the way you adore your mother. And I think you’re so sexy when you have a cigarette in your mouth with your left eye squinted shut so that you don’t get smoke in your eyes. I love you because you notice when I change the color of my nails, or when I get a new shirt, or when I do my make up differently. I love you because you’re nice to my friends and you deal with our wildness, even though I know you don’t want to. I love you because you tease me. I love you because you think im soft and cute. I love you because you tell me the truth. I love your old soul. I love your jokes. I love you because you’re nice to me. I know that I love you because It doesn’t matter what we do when we hangout, because as long as I get to see you, my day is that much better. I love you because you accept me. Flaws, mistakes, and the things about me that aren’t very accepting. I love it when you spank me too hard then comfort me when it hurts. You know that I love it when it hurts. I love the way you look at me and smile. Then I look away because I love you, and it makes me blush. I love you because you’re gentle but bossy when the time is right. I love you because you let me pick the good side of the bed. I love you because you hold the door open for me, and you always kiss me when I leave. I love that you’re really good at video games. I love you because you’re smart. And you clean off my windshield when it snows even though you hate the cold. I wonder what you think of me.
You don’t know that i’m in love with you.