Every time I see you, my knees go weak
Every time you’re next to me, my heart races
Every time we hug, I wish you were mine
But most of all, I wish I knew the right way to tell you
When I’m with you, my mind goes blank
I dont remember the right things to say
I trip over my thoughts, and sound dumb when I speak
I dont know if you care about me, or may ever care about me
But I wish I could just show you..prove to you…that I can be a good
Man to you, and a good father figure to your daughter
I want to show you that not all men are bad, that not every person you
meet will just try to use you or hurt you
I try so very hard to seem desirable,
but I dont have the courage to ask you how you feel..
in fear that I might lose the opportunity to be a more important part
of your life
I only wish I knew the answers
Will you give me the chance to show you the affection you deserve,
or will we just stay friends?
One day I will ask you this question for the last time,
so I can put aside any doubt
and truly know the type of person I need to be to you
But no matter what you decide, I will never abandon you.
I don’t regret the money spent
or the time other people would have considered wasted,
if I’m not the one you want
Because I truly care about you
And you can always count on me to be there, when you need someone the most.
But I pray that I can one day look you in the eye, and say,
“I love you”