I hate that you’re hot and cold. I know you finally got a dose of how it feels now to feel those feelings of jealousy. I do think u saw it. I do think it effected you. I am worthy of knowing your feelings. You shut me out. Sad. I love you so much. Id die for you. You’re the only man id ever consider having a child with. You’re my soulmate and I dont know how that happened but it happened. I’m in pain without you. I have no control. Its not my fault. I’m being pulled by something unseen. Universe, magnets, souls, buddah, whoever. Please don’t lie to me. Just love me.