I remember the night like it was yesterday. It was the best night of my life. It was the night I realized that I am in love with you and that I wanted to spend all of my nights with you. I have a video. In it, you tell me that I am the most beautiful girl you know. Kissing me between each word. In the video the camera can’t see your face, but I can see it in my head. The way your eyes lit up when you looked at me, the big smile that spread across your face. It is all burned in my head. I would do anything to go back to that night. I relive when you picked me up and started slow dancing with me to Never Shout Never. I can still feel the lingering of your finger tips as you brushed hair out of my face. I miss the beginning moments. I don’t like what we are now. Where we are now. Maybe one day you will look at me like that again, but right now you look at me like a friend. I blend in with the crowd. I wanted it to much. I just wish you felt like I did. I love you.