Dazed and confused I sit here and try to make sense of it all. My minds racing at a thousand miles per second and like a fast forwarded old home movie I can’t focus on anything, only catching glimpses of long lost memories as they play out inside my head. This is a private screening, behind the closed doors and tall walls of a mind that has been under siege for too long. I’m losing control and everyday with every breath the beast stirs and shakes the bars holding him deep inside the darkness. Bars that have been eroded by time and can no longer contain him. Slowly feeding, draining my energy I fear that I have become a host for him and that one day he will break the shackles that hold him, and rip out of the husk that I have become, pure rage engulfing everything and everyone around me. The cracks are beginning to show and people are beginning to take notice. Shit.