• 3 Responses to Sometimes

    1. u
      May 5, 2014 at 7:53 pm

      Again let me pretend its you. I know you get lonely. A few weeks ago you confessed to being suicidal. That’s not happiness. You know I always had a problem with what I found to be your desperation to be happy which I found made you even more happy.

      Being alone has never scared me. Loneliness for me happens when I know a particular person should be here…tonight I can’t sleep, the tightness of anxiety in my Tummy keeps me awake. I should have listened to my head and never let you in.
      Its the emptiness that is the worst part.

    2. clearly...
      May 6, 2014 at 9:36 pm

      That was a long time ago. Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything about it at all. I really hope youre not mocking me or something. I tell you things because I trust that you dont judge me. Regardless, my happiness is a process that I work at everyday. I have made tremendous strides since then. My ‘desperation’ is just my refusal to accept complacency in my life. My better can be better, my happy can be happier.

      Im glad you are so emotionally independent. Just another positive attribute for you. I hope you dont see me as trying to sap from that strength to fortify myself. Im not looking for co-dependency. And letting me in was not a mistake…that was the best decision either of us made.

      Im not posting here alot anymore. Just when I have something I need to say/get off my chest. Please don’t assume every sad/confused/angry post is from me. Not saying you are…”let me pretend” would imply otherwise. Just saying theres enough miscommunication already. My posts will be clear enough if I want them to be.

    3. dumb
      May 8, 2014 at 1:00 pm

      Any problems you two have @clearly @ U regarding communicating effectively are well deserved. Pretending and lashing out at people you don’t know all while your real person is here is so toxic and selfish. You need mental help.

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