• Archive for May 5th, 2014

    Four Months Sober

    by  • May 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    Mr. Blue Eyes, I am now four months sober of speaking to you. Sometimes I wonder how you are doing and if your life is going well. I know we are doing the right thing but…i do miss you and think of you often. I’ll be around if you ever want to reach out to

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    It’s just that…

    by  • May 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    I don’t really know what to say. It’s kind of my curse being that I’m rendered speechless, in those brief moments anyways. I don’t plan, I just go. Sometimes I end up surprised. That’s not how I intended to leave though, yet it occurs more often than I care to admit. I wonder if it

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    for you

    by  • May 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Short -n- Sweet • 1 Comment

    I love you but I don’t want to pick up the pieces again when everything goes wrong, because when everything goes right I’m the one who falls to pieces when you shut me out. Love is a fucked up thing when you love someone who loves someone else.

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    by  • May 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    My dear cj I often wonder why I write here for you. I guess I hope you’ll read this, I don’t know how it’s all ended with happy thoughts and passing memories but life is good. I miss our friendship the potential we had and the life that could of been. I’m happy with just

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    Blowin in the wind

    by  • May 5, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Sorry • 10 Comments

    More or less just honest vents exercising the first amendment. I think I have stayed within the level of politeness though. Not even comparable to whatever your mind can conjure up at times. Regardless, want you to know I do understand why you do what you do. Still tough pill to swallow though. Understanding and

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