• i can’t stand you but i love you

    by  • May 4, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    You drive me absolutely crazy. You’re 17 years old. Your mommy shouldn’t still be yelling at you to do your homework, you should be capable of doing it yourself. I’m tired of being her “carrot” to get you to do what you need to do. All we do is fight- every. single. day. And I can’t take it anymore. I’m tired of crying myself to sleep every night, I’m tired of being miserable. And no matter how hard I try to fix things, it just makes them worse. And then when I try to end it, I can’t. Because I still love you. And it would be so much easier if I didn’t. I can’t imagine a day without you. A future without you doesn’t even exist. Why do I still love you? You drive me absolutely insane… I just want to be happy again and I can’t because I can’t fix things with you but I can’t leave you either…

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