Why is life so confusing? I write on here to get you out of my system. But no, my head and heart have other plans. I dreamt about you last night again! We were in some foreign country, I was looking at the view through a window, you grabbed me and held me like you used to, when no one was looking. All the feelings I had locked away, are now back. I keep trying to push you away Jim but you keep coming back in my head. You can’t do that, not now……not fair. I bet I don’t even enter your mind. Now you have gone back to your ‘normal’ life. I sometimes wonder if those years actually happened between us. I wish I knew what you really felt about us. I don’t think you ever told me the honest truth… You always covered up your feelings. God I miss you. What I wouldn’t give to look into those eyes of yours 🙁 . Make me happy once more please.
Nite, nite lovely man x