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    by  • April 29, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Sorry • 2 Comments

    I’m sorry.
    I’m sorry for my part in whatever that thing was, that we entertained for awhile.
    I wish it was a short-lived friendship, at least it would have meant something.
    Over the last two years I wrote many letters to you. Some were adoring and fixating on that zap of electricity I’ve felt with no-one ever before. Some were ranting about your sometimes inattention and complete ignorance of my very existence.
    I’m sorry it ended the way it did.
    I’m sorry that I felt like I was the one who needed to apologise for everything. It takes two to tango, so whatever I was feeling was directly attributable to whatever you had done, and vice versa.
    I’m sorry I felt like I was the one forever in the wrong.
    Most of all, I’m sorry I let you let me feel the way I did.
    I deserve better than whatever it was that happened.
    I’m so sorry I didn’t realise it sooner.

    2 Responses to No Title

    1. Well
      April 29, 2014 at 2:55 pm

      Whatever, someone can’t make you feel a certain way…only you can.

    2. Venting
      April 29, 2014 at 10:04 pm

      I would have told you how strongly I felt towards you but I didn’t want to confuse you more than you already were. I didn’t want to ruin the life you had going for yourself….so I hid my feelings for you, for your own sake n the sake of those you already loved.

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