Well I kidded myself all along that I actually meant something to you. And tonight’s texts confirmed it even after two years, I was nothing to you. You never loved me. If you felt anything at all you wouldn’t keep rubbing my face in the dirt by telling me all is happy at home! I am happy you get your second chance. Great. You absolute arse! …. I wish I got one! But didn’t and never will. I guess it’s judgement for what I did. I hope god can forgive me, and that wonderful brave man of mine! Who actually deserves my love and affection. You don’t even deserve to be breathing the same air as him or me, after what you did to me. You use people to get your own means. You are selfish, heartless, bastard! I don’t think I can EVER forgive you for breaking me. And when I need my friends more than ever, you are still hurting me!
Some friend you are.