• Archive for April 27th, 2014

    I don’t know what I want…

    by  • April 27, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    …but I’ve grown used to the idea that whatever it is, I won’t get it. So as you might imagine there are times when I don’t care to know what I want. Ignorance is bliss isn’t it? I live in a tough town…the transparently racist sort that tunes into FOX like it’s gospel. Its fair

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    by  • April 27, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    I went to you. I thought it was you. You gave me what I needed. Attention. Compliments. Shortlived adoration. It was nice. Until something happened. Betrayal is a good word. Then, real life happened. It was unpredictable. I found out what I really needed, wanted, craved. It wasn’t you.

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    Dream catcher

    by  • April 27, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Acceptance • 0 Comments

    I was never confident about maintaining our connection just as friendship either. Inevitably, with all of the emotions bottled up, our friendship would have turn into something else. I don’t know. That is why I kept on saying I need to let this go from earlier on, I guess. Because I know I cannot handle

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    Ignoring you hurts

    by  • April 27, 2014 • To You • 7 Comments

    And it’s incredibly hard. And I don’t know how to handle us. And I don’t know how to not want you more than I’ve ever had you. And I don’t know how to want anyone else without feeling like an asshole because who I really want is you. You’re on my mind everyday. You have

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    What could I say

    by  • April 27, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 3 Comments

    When I drive I picture myself, for a second, driving into the oncoming lane. No hesitation. No after thoughts of the consequences. I pray that the darkness inside is temporary. How could I explain to someone the thoughts that run through my mind every day? I feel like I am screaming underwater and there is

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    Facts of Life

    by  • April 27, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Payback • 1 Comment

    Facts of Life by Dr. James H. Doolittle “Have you any idea how much tyrants fear the people they oppress? All of them realize that, one day, amongst their many victims, there is sure to be one who rises against them and strikes back!” ~JK Rowling What types of Lies does the Narcissist tell? Lying,

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