• Love…hidden…lost.

    by  • April 26, 2014 • To You • 2 Comments

    I’ll try to convince myself not to feel anything for you.
    I’ll try to pretend that images of us together in the future didn’t flash through my head the first moment that we met.
    I’ll keep my distance at work.
    I’ll let you be.
    I’ll make sure to stay far enough away from you, so that you can’t rub yourself up against me “accidentally”
    I’ll make sure not to look you in the eyes, so that our gaze won’t lock.
    I’ll make sure that I won’t make you laugh, I won’t tease you, or let you tease me.
    I won’t laugh at your jokes.
    I’ll sit quietly, tending to my own thoughts, rather than interacting with you.
    I wont smile back when you smile at me with that sparkle in your eyes.
    I’ll ask other people to help me rather than you and when you offer to help me..I’ll coldly decline.
    I’ll make it impossible for you to feel anything for me.
    I’ll make this easier for you.
    I’m giving up, I can’t take this bullshit game anymore.

    2 Responses to Love…hidden…lost.

    1. indeed
      April 28, 2014 at 2:35 pm

      If they aren’t already spoken for, and you aren’t either,
      Why would this be an issue?
      If indeed one or both of you are taken, wouldn’t clearing the air be better?

    2. GCU
      March 4, 2017 at 7:58 am

      Well I guess we know how THAT turned out LK!!!

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