• Thanks a lot …

    by  • April 24, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 2 Comments

    Thanks very much for your concern about me by the way, for asking how I am or how I’m feeling … you clearly don’t give a shit about me, how stupid have I been thinking you did?
    I tell you I’m having a crap time and you … go to bed! Yes I’m sure you were tired but I know how late you go to bed when you want to, or maybe just when there’s something more interesting to do than listen to my worries πŸ™
    I could have forgiven that and I stupidly expected a text the next day, REALLY stupid … because you didn’t bother asking the next day (or even over the next few days), if you had bothered I might have thought you cared at least a little bit.
    I’m so tempted to text all this to you but I know what I’ll get … moans about not being able to reply immediately and that me complaining at you isn’t fun. Do you know what, my life isn’t fun at the moment it’s shit and it’s falling apart around me … and I’ve been stupid enough to think you’d be there for me, stupid enough to think you cared, stupid enough recently to even think that you might be in love with me (like I am with you). Clearly I am just really really stupid … and I’m trying not to cry, because that would be even more stupid wouldn’t it … Instead I’m going to try and run it out of me, don’t think I’m capable of running far enough though, maybe if I practice more instead of missing you I will be able to run you out of my system πŸ™ I miss you far too much x

    2 Responses to Thanks a lot …

    1. Twin soul
      April 24, 2014 at 2:45 pm

      That is a very immature thing to do. People actually do sleep. Sounds a little off. Bordering on stalker LOL.

    2. C
      April 24, 2014 at 6:51 pm

      Wow…. this letter reminds me of something I wrote the other night but backspaced it before I hit post…it’s quite funny how much the way you write and what you say are so much like Me and the kinda situation I’m in atm..

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