• mmm bop

    by  • April 24, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On • 3 Comments

    I put you on the spot, didn’t I. Dammit. Sorry. I’m going to stop. This is my last visit. I am going to format my electronics and mind that pertains to this matter.

    3 Responses to mmm bop

    1. Terminal
      April 25, 2014 at 7:15 am

      It’s only recent that I discovered this place. I was baffled by all of the coincidence, just like the rest of our matters huh. I will never get to read them all, but I must stop it here because it brings me to a dark place I fear the most. From what I’ve gathered so far, it seems that I had absolutely no clue of what has been going on in your side. It would have helped me approach this more delicately- without focusing so much on my own hurt, trying to justify it, and tone down my own reactions from feeling betrayed that there was no initiation of action from your side. My rash ways of handling this must have felt like thorns to you. That’s all I’ve been to you. So many times I had to kill the urge to simply ask you how you’re doing and how your day was- stopped before they even got the chance because I felt they weren’t even welcome. I was just a fool after all. Never forgive me. May you find comfort and happiness soon. That’s all that I can wish for in this state. Your mind is so fucking beautiful, it makes me cry.

    2. @terminal
      April 27, 2014 at 6:12 am

      If your person didn’t lead you here, don’t assume they are. People delude themselves here. It just makes things worse. It’s nice to know people go through the same things, but that doesn’t mean they feel the same way other authors or commenters do.

    3. keepyochinup
      April 27, 2014 at 2:41 pm

      i agree author, spending too much time in these rooms can be dangerous/confusing…but i dont think theres anything wrong with finding your own unique and personal expression of love…God knows its hard for all of us! maybe this isnt your person terminal but its doesn’t diminish what you felt or make you insignificant in any way. maybe your person is on here somewhere and will see what you said and be happy knowing how much you care/d about them. BUut i will say i dont think many people who write here expect that their person is going to see it…i think thats kinda the point. We girls absolutely hate being rejected so sometimes its just easier living with unsubstantiated hope than deal with the prospect that your so may not feel the same way. Just remember, Loving is never a bad thing, no matter how long it lasts or how much it hurts.

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