• when we first met

    by  • April 23, 2014 • * Safe for Work * • 3 Comments

    when we first met, i felt something between us. i have never felt this way with anyone before. 6 months later and i still feel the same way, and its driving me crazy. i thought it was just a phase, or possibly a crush but i cant help to think that its something much more. in the beginning i tried to explain how i felt (not too well) but i didnt say near half as much as i wanted to. and the messed up part is about it is that we barley know much about eacother yet i feel like your everything i want. i always want to text you just to start up conversation or to see what your up to but theres only so much i can do before feeling like im too much. and the fact we work together i dont want to make anything awkward or uncomfortable on both our parts. and you will probably never see this letter and i feel a little crazy for writing but i just wanted to becuase i cant really talk to anyone else. you will probably know this is to you when reading, and thats ok. will i ever confess?….probably not 🙂 but i still wait for the day when you actually tell me how you feel rather than just ignoring it becuase i feel feelings like that should never be ignored.

    3 Responses to when we first met

    1. N
      April 24, 2014 at 9:49 am

      It’s remarkable how I can relate to even a sliver of this. It’s untimely, but true, that reciprocation can be tricky thing, especially given my situation. I am in adoration for someone, who couldn’t value love like he once did. I think he went through a heartbreak like mine, where everything you once gravitated towards like commitment is shattered for awhile. In my situation, like yours, I feel like I’ve confessed too much, and like him, have too much pain, to uncover the truth and relish in it. Alas, feelings are just feelings. Take a chance with yours because perhaps the person you care about, just can’t articulate the words.

    2. anon
      April 24, 2014 at 11:11 pm

      confess…they may be waiting for you….

    3. Samantha
      April 26, 2014 at 1:41 pm

      I felt the same way when I first met him and I still do. now I’m just heartbroken and trying to be fake at least for him to be happy. I understand that finally I was just being placed in his heart because he missed someone else. Now I have my walls up he notices he truly loves me I want to go back to him so bad I’m not sure what to do but I know I just don’t want to keep crying about him anymore. I have always loved him and I know I will keep loving him but not I’m just not sure what to do cause when I talk to him or see his face I have a mix of being happy and a pain in the heart. I just can’t seem to let go.

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