Ron I miss you so much. I am sorry I didn’t call when I said I would. I had no idea that you would cut me out of your life so completely. We were friends and lovers for almost 12 years, and in 3 weeks you are completely done with me. I asked and begged you to call, and of course you don’t, you won’t.
It has been 4 months now and it just doesn’t get better. I understand you have moved on, but did you have to be so harsh with me? Couldn’t you have at least half-heartedly taken a phone call, just to be nice. I just wanted to stay friends. Friends that don’t have to talk or see each other, but not hated. I feel so awful that it has ended so bad.
You didn’t have to grind me into the dust. Is that the only way you can deal with saying goodbye, just don’t? Didn’t I mean anything at all? I wanted to think so, but I know now in my heart, I was a fool. I was never anything to you, nothing at all.