• Giving up on you

    by  • April 20, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 1 Comment

    I don’t see any other way now. I’ll write on here if I struggle instead of contacting you, there’s no response either way … at least writing on here I don’t end up feeling stupid because I’ve told you how I feel or how much I miss you and you haven’t replied. How can you be the way you are when we are together and then be so cold afterwards. Are you really the kind of person who can pretend that well. I find it so hard to talk about how I feel, but I tried to tell you the other day and you made me feel stupid, unimportant and small.
    I guess all that can really mean is that you don’t feel the same.
    I love you but you’re hurting me and I don’t react well when I’m hurting, I know that’s not fun for you but I don’t know what you expect. Anyway I guess I might have pushed you away this time good and proper. I wish I knew how you felt about me, I wish you loved me

    One Response to Giving up on you

    1. c
      April 21, 2014 at 3:10 am

      I was with a person for 7 yrs who did this same thing to me. I always thought it was me. Pushing him away. But it wasnt when I look back. This dude played those mind games. Those same exact one making me feel small and unimportant. Finally I dont miss him bc looking back, I dont miss this feeling. Thanks for the reminder. I had it stuck in my head that he was perfect and I missed out. Its all part of their game.

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