You are living the life that’s meant to be for us with someone else.
The feelings you have for me, you simply project onto her.
It always was, it will be always.
Our timing was so last minute, still enough time to minimize hurt – but you have chosen to listen to your “how and what you want to”. You listened to your ‘never failing’ believe of what truth is.
This was so much easier for you, such seemingly perfect fit, so convenient, I know.
Destiny with me as a strange hiccup within it’s path.
Nobody ever needs a permanent hiccup, dear.
I learned to understand but truth is – you long for me as much as I long for you.
I do not envy her but rather feel sorry! While what I do is wrong, what you do is so much more wrong and on many levels. Deep down you know it too.
I am free, very much so – even with you.
I hope you don’t ever wake up to everything lost because my love for you wishes you nothing but happiness.
Not sure how this will work out if I ever decide to find my own.