• To you … because I love you

    by  • April 18, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    Rob, I know you probably will never see this, I’m not sure I would voice it quite so readily if I thought you would! I don’t deal with any of this well I don’t pretend to (but then I don’t think you do either).
    I get squinky (yes that’s a word … it’s MY word!) and I get angry and I give you grief when you think I shouldn’t but I think it’s justified. But do you know what, it’s only and all because I love you. I love you … you are the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think of before I go to sleep … yes I’m sorry it might not be the right thing to say (clearly it isn’t) it’s probably the very worst thing in the world I could possibly say but I have to stop myself screaming it at you whenever we are together. It’s SO hard not to! I tried not to fall in love with you, really I did but it hasn’t worked. And I’ve no misapprehensions that you are in love with me either, I’m just getting to the point where I just need to let somebody (anybody) know … I wish I was brave enough to say it to you, though maybe I don’t as I’m not sure I would want to hear the answer 🙁

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