• I Miss You.

    by  • April 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    I miss you. Do you miss me? Probably not, right? You haven’t attempted to talk to me in weeks. Usually you would text me random things that happen in your life but I haven’t heard from you in a while. How’s life treating you? How’s school? I really do miss just being able to talk to you about anything. I’m tempted to just pick up my phone and text you but I know that I can’t. I have to get over you. If we just stop talking maybe I’d have a chance of moving on with my life. I find that there’s not one second that my mind is not occupied with thoughts of you. I bury myself in school work so that I don’t have time to miss you. It sounds so pathetic, right? But that’s the thing, I don’t want to feel this way anymore. Sometimes I wish I could erase all the memory of you from my head. Maybe my life would be easier. Or maybe there would be a void in my heart that was only filled when I met you. I wonder if you’ve ever felt the same. But then again, if you did then you would talk to me on a regular basis. But you don’t. Sometimes I want to believe that you feel the same, but I know I’m only dreaming. This is why I need to let you go. I know that I say it way too many times but this time, it’s different. This time I mean it. I think it’s time that I retreated entirely. I truly think this is best for both of us. I hope all the best for you in life. I hope you succeeded in everything you that you do and all that you wish for come true. You will never understand how much I love you. And I won’t let you. This is a goodbye. So goodbye, my love.

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