• Because of You

    by  • April 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Yearning for You • 0 Comments

    I’m confused because of you
    We have become so close so fast
    Everything about you interests me
    I like your kind heart
    I like your laugh
    I like your paused stares at me
    When we have those moments nothing makes me happier
    It’s like this high for a few hours
    But the crash
    The crash kills me
    Every time
    We have a moment and everything is clear
    Then a few seconds later I’m questioning myself
    I’m questioning myself on my sexuality
    It makes me so insecure
    Being secretly confused and hiding it is hard
    It almost takes talent
    To hide it from you
    My best friend
    What do I do about this?
    I have no fucking idea, do you?
    You don’t even know
    It’s like we are both stuck liking picture of hot guys
    On Instagram
    To you kissing my forehead and staring into my eyes on the couch
    Do you think this is a game?
    Do you know something that I don’t?
    Are you Bi and you no I’m undecided?
    You read me all the time so easily
    But I try not to give you clues
    Because what if this isn’t real and all in my head
    What if the true reality is your straight as arrow and I’m lost forever in my head full of questions
    Should I just kiss you the next time you put your forehead on mine so close to my face?
    I just don’t know
    Lost and confused
    This is to you

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