I’m sorry that I betrayed your trust.
I’m sorry that we won’t ever be the the same.
I’m sorry that I can’t make you happy anymore.
I’m not apologizing to make myself feel better, no, this is an apology that I’m too scared to actually give you..
I walked to your front door and forced myself to knock, waiting for someone to answer was the longest wait in the world.
My heart was pounding so loud I felt like the people walking past could hear it.
I was going to give you a chocolate bar, because I couldn’t think of anything better to give you :/
Thoughts were rushing through my head, I knocked a socially acceptable second time, still no one answered..
I waited acouple more minutes and was debating to knock again..
Before I knew it my legs were taking me further and further away from that door, I couldn’t bring myself to wait any longer. It was awful
I still have the chocolate bar. I’ve texted you and I’ve tried to get into contact with you, but you won’t reply.
I understand you don’t want anything to do with me, but I want you to know I will always care about you, and I don’t think I can ever be as happy as I was when I was with you,
I’m so sorry.