• Archive for April 15th, 2014

    you’re sick, but I love you

    by  • April 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Resentment • 0 Comments

    Dear Narcissistic Mother, I love you no matter what, unfortunately, you never instilled that feeling within me. It’s taken me most of my life to figure out that not everything is my fault, though admittedly I still feel the guilt of everything. No one would ever be able to imagine all the fucked up things

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    SCREW YOU

    by  • April 15, 2014 • Breaking Up • 0 Comments

    Four years… Four years of an immature relationship. You used to treat me like I was the love of you’r life, and I should have realized long ago that that man was gone. I don’t know where he went but this new one is one of the worst people I have ever met. I don’t

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    Goodbye

    by  • April 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    A tornado flew around my room before you came, excuse the mess it made it usually doesn’t rain in southern california much like arizona. My eyes don’t shed tears. but girl, they bawl. When i’m thinkin bout you. I’ve been thinkin bout you, i’ve been thinkin bout you. do you think about me still? Do

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    It’s over

    by  • April 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Abuse • 0 Comments

    Your heart breaks, and my tears fall, when your knuckles hit the nearby wall. I slid the blade across my skin, wondering, “when will all this end?” You took a drink, didn’t stop to think, and you called my number drunk. Crying, screaming–never ceasing. Always lying, never trying, and all the while our love is

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    still not fine

    by  • April 15, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 0 Comments

    Don’t know when I will ever get over you. It’s becoming a reaLization. And my daughter still thinks you are coming back because you said you loved her, since her first words and steps.. And that’s really why I cry. Still. Related Post I’m Not Sure If I Can Do This can’t make you love

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