• What I Really Need

    by  • April 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 4 Comments

    I’m worse than I’ve ever been. Not a day goes by where l don’t think about killing myself. Everything keeps getting worse and worse. I’m absolutely broken… What I really want is someone to touch me without hurting me. I need someone to hold me and tell me that it’s all going to be okay. I need someone to listen to me without walking away and leaving for good. I need to know that someone cares, that anyone cares. I need to not be alone anymore because I don’t know how much more I can take on my own. Most of all, I need to not be hurting. I need to not feel pain. I hurt so much, and have been for so long, and I’m barely holding on.

    4 Responses to What I Really Need

    1. Hey You
      April 11, 2014 at 5:08 am

      I have been there.
      I am sure many have and while I know you may not feel like….
      Have faith and hold on because everything WILL be alright.
      Babysteps and one day at a time
      I don’t know you at all but consider yourself cyberhugged
      You are not alone, I promise you.

    2. tricia
      April 11, 2014 at 6:32 am

      first off im sorry you’re at a point in your life where you feel as if ending it will make a change. its a selfish move to make and a selfish way to live. before relying on anyone to fill an empty void you have, ppl will let you down. the one person who you can mostly depend on is yourself, but youre letting yourself down by the thoughts of suicide. ppl in life will hurt you, will betray you etc, but that just makes more room for better ppl in your life. seek help for your depression. if you’re a believer in God seek him. He always listens.

    3. anonymoys
      April 11, 2014 at 9:05 am

      Thats very sad i think u need to talk to God. Because he is the only one who will not leave and stay with you for better or worst. You can change friends, lovers etc but God wont change. Read the bible n get to know god better.

    4. Not alone
      April 13, 2014 at 6:22 pm

      I know the feeling so well it scares me to read this. Just know that your never really alone and that someone out there, somewhere does love you more then you know and you will never find out if you cheat yourself out of life. Everything is going to be fine. I might be a perfect stranger or maybe im that one in a million that you might actually know but either way, I love you.

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