I’m worse than I’ve ever been. Not a day goes by where l don’t think about killing myself. Everything keeps getting worse and worse. I’m absolutely broken… What I really want is someone to touch me without hurting me. I need someone to hold me and tell me that it’s all going to be okay. I need someone to listen to me without walking away and leaving for good. I need to know that someone cares, that anyone cares. I need to not be alone anymore because I don’t know how much more I can take on my own. Most of all, I need to not be hurting. I need to not feel pain. I hurt so much, and have been for so long, and I’m barely holding on.