• Mr. Goldsmith

    by  • April 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Closure • 0 Comments

    Words….far far too many, and yet obviously too few….
    Is there nothing that can sway you then??
    Will you never change your mind??
    I’m not ambiguous about things anymore…
    I’m more decisive than ever…
    and I’ve finally decided it will never matter.

    There is still the not so small matter of my soul in your back pocket…it remains there…even if you are unaware…
    I’m more than certain it always will..
    but if you could try to release it…I’d be forever grateful…
    Life is full of enough misery with out the added torture of wholly belonging to some one..mind body and spirit…that does not wish to possess you…
    I finally finally understand your hesitation…when I so vehemently wanted you and you knew you couldn’t stay..and I see why you might feel as though I lived out your worst fears…
    But I assure you, with out you would have been far worse…unfathomable really.
    The nothingness of life without you..
    even now your memory sustains me
    even as I futilely beg for my soul back …
    for in truth I relish the fact that it’s yours.
    I just realize it’s return might be necessary for my survival…

    I fully accept the fact that I am far from unbroken…
    still despite appearances I am striving to be whole…
    and I know this time I must save myself…

    sure would help if you could slip me back those pieces though..or keep em all and just take the rest

    thinking of you still…and always

    Zelda the silly Elf

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