Have you ever been in a relationship with someone and because of the disfunction/toxicity, led you to think you had a disorder or mental illness? Yet you only felt that way with them and in other relationships you were fine/normal? Have you ever been with someone and even if they weren’t “bad”, you felt something dark/negative/unsettling when involved with them? Have you ever thought you were going crazy because the person you thought you knew acted in the most illogical ways you thought there must be something wrong with you and not them because it didn’t make sense? Have you ever been with someone who affects you negatively even years later and you just can’t pinpoint why? And finally, have you ever realized intellectually that they were never that beautiful/handsome/wonderful, etc but for some reason you still idealize them and it disgusts you because it was the worst relationship you ever had?