• Archive for April 11th, 2014

    Kit #2

    by  • April 11, 2014 • Thoughts • 1 Comment

    It wasn’t quite what you thought it would be you know. Yes, it had been 30 something years since I had given my heart away but I’m not traumatized. I mean…I am not swearing off women or hiding my heart behind a rock now. Yeah, its been only maybe four months? Probably less than 50

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    Remind you of anyone?

    by  • April 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Betrayal • 2 Comments

    Well, yes it does, Craig! Why won’t my Ex narcissist girlfriend give me closure? Because giving CLOSURE is tantamount to giving up CONTROL. CLOSURE involves wrapping things up in a nice little bow and agreeing that it’s OVER as a “couple” as “two people” who each have needs to wrap up the last piece of

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    Have you ever?

    by  • April 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To Everybody • 12 Comments

    Have you ever been in a relationship with someone and because of the disfunction/toxicity, led you to think you had a disorder or mental illness? Yet you only felt that way with them and in other relationships you were fine/normal? Have you ever been with someone and even if they weren’t “bad”, you felt something

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    by  • April 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Frustration • 0 Comments

    Some people are just born to annoy me. I wish not to deal with them. I wish not to see them. To be honest, i really wish them to vanish. That’s bad but it’s just a wish, in real life i have to smile n talk with them. But it’s grrrrr.grrrrr.

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    by  • April 11, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    I think about you occasionally, I’m sure you think about me as well. I called you but you didn’t answer I figured you wouldnt I dont even know if you stil have that phone… One day i’ll get ballsy and call the house phone. I just wonder how you are doing in life, and if

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