It’s so not fair. I must have read somewhere that life is fair because I always seem to expect it to be.
How can you love someone so much and they don’t feel it. Or want it. Doesn’t everyone want to be loved… when it comes right drown to it. Doesn’t everyone want to have someone who thinks the sun and moon shines only for them?
I just don’t understand. No, I take that back. I’ve had ppl who liked me and wanted more when I didn’t. I just don’t know how to deal with it from this side of the situation. When the roles are reversed. It sucks.
How do you cope, how long does the hurt last when you always have some glimmer of hope because what you feel inside for that person just wont die.
How do express to someone you’d be happy with any kind of aquaintancship when you really want something that joins the souls together.
And what do you do when you’ve taken a vow to another? Do you bury it deep inside because the thought of hurting someone that bad who loves you is painful. Do you die a little bit inside for the sake of doing the right thing.
Do you have to live the rest of your always feeling like somethings missing. Is it easier to suppress your emotions than deal with all of these aspects.
I wish we all were mind readers or heart readers for that matter. That’s they only way things could ever be fair for me in this life of mine. I swear.