When you are old(er), I wonder if you will regret the path you chose. I wonder if you or I will ever find the type of love we had. I guess some people are better at squelching emotions and moving on quicker than others. During many of our talks you used “in denial” and “lying to myself” many times in regard to yourself. I guess I just don’t understand how people are able to be so disconnected with themselves and act like things are different than they are.