• Hindsight

    by  • April 7, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 4 Comments

    When you are old(er), I wonder if you will regret the path you chose. I wonder if you or I will ever find the type of love we had. I guess some people are better at squelching emotions and moving on quicker than others. During many of our talks you used “in denial” and “lying to myself” many times in regard to yourself. I guess I just don’t understand how people are able to be so disconnected with themselves and act like things are different than they are.

    4 Responses to Hindsight

    1. Hmm
      April 8, 2014 at 11:25 pm

      Kinda like how someone can be with you for years and start doing things with some guy within the same month you broke up together? Or, pretended to care, but in reality knew their intentions when you were gone. I feel your pain. That’s why I’m doing great, made me realize who they really were. Someone who doesn’t deserve to hear my voice again or how well I’m doing without them

    2. author
      April 9, 2014 at 6:34 am

      “Pretended to care, but in reality knew their intentions when you were gone.” Sorry, don’t understand that part.

    3. chiming in
      April 9, 2014 at 7:00 am

      @hmm : your comment stood out to me because of the dating someone right after comment. I did that, but in my case it was after they broke up with me once, fucked some other woman and they said they didn’t want me anymore. I was a mess for months. And it was only after I stopped talking to them that they wanted me back. They did drugs, they were unemployed most of our relationship, and kept getting thrown in jail around the time I broke up with them. Oh and the whole time I was a wreck trying to talk to them and make it work but they didn’t listen. I’m sure that’s not the same in your case, just pointing out that people who through timing, not negative intent, may end up in another relationship right after.

    4. Hmm@chiming in
      April 9, 2014 at 9:54 am

      I feel your pain too. I was broken up with after a year and a half because I just wanted time to think about the things in life I was going through. It was never her. She decided minutes later to break it off because she thought it was all her. Found out later on when I tried to work things out she was seeing someone and already had done things with them. I went through hell for three weeks because I decided to relocate and fix my financial issues with a better job. We said we would always be friends and who knew about the future. I loved her unconditionally, but asked one thing. To tell me the truth if she was going to speak or see him when I left. She said no, but not even 2 days went by. In conclusion never out anything on the line for anyone unless they would do the same for you.

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