Watching the day come in and thinking about you. When will I be able to escape from you. I even met a nice guy the other day; don’t think it’s going anywhere though. He seemed googly eyed over me but I ain’t even interested . It would be rotten of me to string him along just to help me forget you . Then again maybe he’s the distraction I need right now . I know it’s super selfish funny how pain changes people.