It breaks my soul to even look at abortion as an option, to look at it as nessicary is even more heart shattering. I ruined everything. I destroyed our love therefore destroying our unborn child. I carry with me an unimaginable guilt. I would not wish the way I feel on my worst enemy. I wish I could fix everything. Help rebuild what we had in the beginning, in the sunshine. We were once so happy-so in love. You rubbed my belly with tears in your eyes and the purest smile on your face. Our warmth was contagious and quite the rarity in today’s broken world. But now I sleep on the floor and you in bed. Now, we walk silently. Now we’re strangers awkwardly preoccupying the same space.
Limbo is the worst place.