Note to self,
It doesn’t matter what they do. You know you did your best and tried as best as you could given the information you had throughout. You went into this one way and it’s coming full circle and you’ll come out of this still you but better.
It doesn’t matter what they think of you. They may take it as a weakness, not think about you at all, or see you in a positive light. (Side note to self * you over-think too much, but it’s okay).
You are lucky. You have a great life. If they don’t appreciate you, there are people who do so concentrate on that and the continued improvement of yourself.
For whatever reason, realize their actions may have nothing to do with you and it’s okay. You said you cared unconditionally and that’s a great thing regardless. You have a loving heart. That’s what matters.