• I’m missing you

    by  • April 1, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    Oh my god I miss you. Why don’t you talk to me? I get so fed up of being the one who always starts conversations (and clearly finishes them too!). People keep saying to me (and you say to me!!) it’s men and it’s just the way they are … but surely even a bloke wants to communicate if he had any sort of feelings at all? I feel I’m being the idiot here, when we are together you are so lovely, then you don’t want to bother. You showed me this place … are you still here? I don’t understand, please help me to understand. I want to and I will accept your wishes either way I just can’t cope with this. Because do you know what I love you, despite all my good intentions otherwise I love you. So please just be honest with me it will be less painful in the long run xxx

    2 Responses to I’m missing you

    1. can I be honest?
      April 2, 2014 at 9:15 am

      I have been in a similar situation. You think logically in regard to if they cared it would show via action. However, I’m getting a little vibe that maybe you can also get a Tad bit emotional if they don’t act how you expect them to? Please don’t take offense, I’m just reading a stranger’s words and trying to understand you with little info. Anyway, it could be as simple as they are a selfish asshole, clueless, or something that can be cleared up with a conversation. Keep in mind though, if you tell them your feelings and they don’t respect them walk away. You deserve to feel valid.

    2. Tracy
      April 3, 2014 at 10:32 am

      @ Can I be honest: Thankyou for your words 🙂 I guess you are quite right – I am a little over emotional and probably a bit paranoid about it all when things don’t happen the way I expect them to. It wouldn’t be the first time in my life it’s been said!
      Thing is to my point of view he is an insensitive arsehole (!) though that is probably a female point of view (men from Mars: women from Venus and all that!) 😉 I love him anyway, but he finished things before at the blink of an eye and I always think that will happen again, though I do try to put a bit of perspective into the equation!
      Our situation is hugely complicated and in reality probably could never change, but I desperately don’t want to lose what we have because it is such a special part of my life. That’s why I try to offload my feelings on here rather than at him, because he gets cross and fed up with me (probably understandably)! It’s just that sometimes feelings get the better of me … and it’s hard to be with someone, to whatever extent, and not develop stronger feelings for them. I guess I just want to hear that he feels the same and I’m not the only one who is struggling with it, even if it won’t change anything. What a tangled web we weave in life sometimes! Again thanks for your time replying 🙂 x

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