• I think I’m trying too hard.

    by  • April 1, 2014 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 0 Comments

    Why am I doing this?

    Why is it that sometimes I feel like… I am putting in so much effort?
    Why am I planning to do all these things for you, and tell you I’m going to do all of these things for you, and we’re not even going out?

    I think that I’m hurting myself.
    I’m trying to make something happen, when nothing is there.

    I talk with you, and I feel differently about the situation.
    But then when I’m alone in my room, and thinking… I feel that I’m hurting myself.

    I guess the truth of the matter is that we’re not going out, and I’m giving too much.
    I always give too much.

    I need to pull back the reins…

    I think I should start looking elsewhere.

    I think I’m going to leave.

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