Why am I doing this?
Why is it that sometimes I feel like… I am putting in so much effort?
Why am I planning to do all these things for you, and tell you I’m going to do all of these things for you, and we’re not even going out?
I think that I’m hurting myself.
I’m trying to make something happen, when nothing is there.
I talk with you, and I feel differently about the situation.
But then when I’m alone in my room, and thinking… I feel that I’m hurting myself.
I guess the truth of the matter is that we’re not going out, and I’m giving too much.
I always give too much.
I need to pull back the reins…
I think I should start looking elsewhere.
I think I’m going to leave.